die in your arms by justin bieber -.-

why you so catchy?!

tried taking a picture of me in my bikini tanning today, but all you can see is the cellulite and fat on my legs.

fat people problems.

wahhhh i could be out right now :(

i could be out getting drunk and partying with my two besties but im not because im going to the beach really early tomorrow morning with a group of friends! so its not a lose situation right? but im still lonely right now and quite bored -.-

My fantasy and reality for this summer.

fantasy: go to california, get a job at gilly hicks, bump into kim kardashian, she says im so pretty and wants to be my bestest friend, i become an honorary kardashian, win the lottery and buy tons of gorgeous clothes/shoes/everything i want, take tons of trips, and come back to massachusetts 15 pounds lighter and go to school with tons of happy moments and alcohol. dont forget the alcohol.

reality: go to california, sit on my butt and do nothing. and come back to schoool and suck at life. 

:) 

i always do certain things because they remind me of our time together.

cuddled up on the couch, watching this movie, remembering your embrace around mine. missing you so much. </3

just got picked for jury duty…

do they not know i am not a good fit for this ?! that i am stupid and too indecisive?! ugh i  wish this shit wasnt mandatory….wahhhhhhh

might be getting a piercing today guys!

the only piercing i have are my ears which i got when i was like 5 months old ! ill definitely update you guys when i come back :) 

april 24th.

april 24th, 1915. the armenian genocide. to this day (97 years later) not recognized as a genocide by the united states. 1.5 million armenians killed. always remember </3

I miss the feeling of being wanted.

hehehehehe

me: happy easter cutie :)

him: thanks beautiful! same to you! 

me: (smile) (heart) (emojis)

….hehehe he called me beautiful. why i cant stop liking him idk, but he def makes my days so much better :) ♥